date created: 3/4/2007
For this past weeks, my head is on a jam, inside Im battling emotionally try to systematize the matter of messed in my life. If I look back to where it started I dont even know how, how I even caught dead pan and unreasonably dwell on it. Though, I know I will continue to suffer from it, but not beefy enough to runaway, runaway so fast.
It seems that I was in a cage battling for my life to escape or not I will definitely dead on the spot. Few days past and everything surge so slickly like a wind that go on a right direction, without telling where to go. I can deeply breathe now and take some air without blocking the air in my lungs"¦. The whole thing is going to be in control, lucky enough there is one human being believe in me continue to love and care for me despite of so many obstacle, he extent his hand to gave the comfort I need, though he knew I was in deeply messed. He stood beside me gave the audacity, the forte, and the words that keep me going "hindi naman kita iiwan", those words are sufficient for me to scrap and continue to believe in my own self"¦na kaya ko "˜to.
He is like an angel sent to me from above, to be my shining armor in the midst of adversity and from the billows of deep agony. He rescued me from the wars of angels and put me in a haven where I can rest and for a moment forgot all the twinge had had set on.
After of all the odds, I battled through again, Im pacing myself so confused, but I try not to be mess again. My mind is full enough, drowning from too many quandaries. Yet another one shadow is following behind me and trying to be a part of my messy life"¦hahahaha"¦pls. Enough!
Labels: I've Had Enough